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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” - Neil Gaiman

Current Residence: Cracow, Poland
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So, it's over. For a year, at least. I think I'm going to die... 'cuz this is everything I've always wanted Reichenbach to be, only ten times better. I mean, Martin... well, he should get a second BAFTA. And Benedict is simply perfect. He's body language, when he's talking on the phone... I cried. And then I cried some more until I was sobbing like mad, and looked like a zombie and got a headache.
Andrew and Loo showed their best, too. Especially Andrew. I love his Moriarty - he's insane and funny in the weirdest of ways and just so exaggerated that you just cannot hate him. Ok, in this episode, you can, but I loled so hard at "Honey, you should see me in a crown".  Jim I'm-a-Fucking-Queen-of-England Moriarty:D And Molly finally showed that she matters, that she's not just the background, and she sees a damn big part of what's going around.
And finnaly, Moffat and Co.
You bastards!
With your twittes and smugness and trolling around, playing with a delicate emotional state of your fans! I love you, you black-hearted trinity of awesomness.


And now...
I just wanted to write something about John. Poor, broken-hearted John. He's so loyal to Sherlock, isn't he? I don't think that his faith in Sherlock wavered for even a second all through that hell. With Holmes, he found his place on earth, and his speech at the cementary - well, I just lost it and sobbed like a lunatic. And Sherlock tried to shake that trust and that loyalty, tried to convince him that it was all a magic trick. That he is a fraud. God, he cried when he said that. He's trying to convince John, the person who has mattered to him the most, that he is exactly what he doesn't want him to be. And he's doing all of this because he wants to protect his frends, even though it means hurting them in a completely different way. And to think, that Sherlock Holmes cares...  And did you notice that Moriarty didn't mention Molly? Little, quiet, invisible Molly that ruined all he's plans, saving Sherlock (well, it's not official, but it's pretty obvious, isn't it? The question is only how exacly...)
This is the most heartbreaking exchange I've seen in a very long time. I think I'll go now, cry myself to sleep a little.
2013. This is just pure cruelty.
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Lana Del Rey - Video Games
  • Watching: Sherlock (over and over again)
  • Eating: i'm swallowing tears... does that counts?

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Rose13Red Featured By Owner May 17, 2012
Thanks for the fav! Part 3 is going up today!
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captezri Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Your welcome :-) Cool that you like Psych and Sherlock too, Great stuff!!!
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maXKennedy Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav on Sherlock BBC - Sherlock X John 2 [link] =)
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believe me, the pleasure is mine! :XD:
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